a note to my future husband :)

Dear My Future husband,

i dunno where u are right now. i hope u are somewhere, muhasabah diri to be a better person. preparing yourself to become a leader in our family, to become imam in our solat, to correct me when i'm wrong, to hold my hand n guide me to jannah.

Dear My Future Husband,

i'm not a perfect future wife like every man ever imagine. imperfection is me. i try my best, muhasabah diri. i learn to be a better person n preparing myself to become ur makmum. after lafaz "aku terima nikahnya", i promise u i will give my best to cheer u until jannah. INSYAALLAH.

Dear My Future Husband, 

i pray for ALLAH blessing to u even i dun know who u are. i pray ALLAH will help us to find each other when we are ready to bear the responsibility as husband and wife. i pray ALLAH will help us to be together in jannah.

Dear My Future Husband, this song is for u coz i am nowhere near perfect in anything :)

There's a place that I know
It's not pretty there and few have ever gone
If I show it to you now
Will it make you run away

Or will you stay
Even if it hurts
Even if I try to push you out
Will you return?
And remind me who I really am
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Like a diamond
From black dust
It's hard to know
It can become
A few give up
So don't give up on me
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Don't run away
Don't run away
Just tell me that you will stay
Promise me you will stay
Don't run away
Don't run away
Just promise me you will stay
Promise me you will stay

Will you love me? ohh
Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

DARK SIDE by KELLY CLARKSON 

 sincerely,

ur future wife

5am,17/7/12

LOVENOTE : after hearing this song, the only person who came in my mind is a husband which i hope will accept me with no regrets n love me unconditionally :)